Activist Teaching

Of course, my first thought was “this is perfect, this is material I really know.” But I never took into consideration that “what I knew” was, by nature of my experience, an often limited view of the material. I have visceral reactions to much of what we have been discussing—I read Kate Millett’s Sexual Politics the month it was published, and followed the complicated fighting and maneuvering of early second wave feminist community formations. While an invaluable starting point, this is a small fragment of the larger picture. I can, and have, easily filled in the larger framework with other materials and narratives, but the fact remains that in the classroom my view takes precedence. This has meant that I’ve actually had to work twice as hard to convey a more accurate historical picture and analysis of the times. The process has been a complicated one as I need to (psychologically and emotionally) locate myself in this history and then simultaneously view it from the outside. 

As a progressive, I have always seen these experiences as transformative; they are embedded in my core identity and refiguring them is disquieting. But the flip side of this is that these acts of disengagement can also be liberating as I lose track of my “self” and begin to see my friends and I as minor players in this amazing, larger tapestry. There is something bracingly good for the ego to realize that, in the larger Works Progress Administration mural of social change, you are a small speck in the left corner. 

I never have these vivid flashbacks in my LGBT courses, which is odd since in class we sometimes read about specific meetings at which I was present. But what has become clear to me is that, although I’ve worked within the gay liberation movement since it’s inception in 1969, my central political commitment has never been as radically formative to me as those early years of the black power movement and radical feminism, of which I was never a central player. And it is true that when teaching “Power to the People,” the material that really excites me in the classroom are works such as Eldridge Clever’s Soul on Ice and Firestone’s The Dialectic of Sex . This is, I think, because the thinking and the theorizing of the gay liberation movement, while vitally important almost all emerged from the early work of the women and men dealing with race, gender, and sex. 

My own history with this was that the radicalism of black power and early second wave feminism—from self-empowerment to consciousness raising to disruptive social actions—were completely transferable to the needs and the aims of the gay liberation movement. By 1969 and 1970 my work in gay liberation felt like a simple extension of what the other groups had started several years before. 

A s I have been teaching these courses, I’ve been amazed at how much the students, some of whom were born in 1988, do not know. But also, more satisfyingly, how eager they are for this information. To a large degree this is all new to them: many students have never heard of the Black Panthers, the concept of Consciousness Raising Groups, the involvement of the gay liberationists in the anti-war movement and any of the coalition work (successful and unsuccessful) that occurred during this time. The students who sign up for these courses usually have progressive politics, but they often have no sense of history. I feel as though I am bringing this past to people who want and need it, but who experience it at a distance. I wonder what it means to them? Is it like my hearing about World War I in grammar school, a distant echo of events that have only some vague relationship to today? But I also know that when I am teaching ideas and events that occurred 40 years ago, I feel there is a link beteween the past and the present to the future. 

I am not quite sure what it is or what it means to the students, but it is there. And it is important.   

Michael Bronski teaches  at Dartmouth College. His latest book is Pulp Friction: Uncovering the Golden Age of Gay Male Pulps (St. Martin’s Press, 2003).