Veterans for Peace

They are going to Mexico and waving the green card around and then they send them right to the front. There is no real front with today’s technology; they just ship them over there to be grenade fodder. Right now approximately one out of every ten soldiers that dies in Iraq is not a U.S. citizen. They are getting recruits any way they can. Leave No Child Behind has a stipulation that schools must give the names, address, and phone numbers of juniors and seniors to recruiters on demand or they will lose federal funding. 

In the education bill?  

Yeah, Leave No Child Behind. 

Leave no child unrecruited. 

Right. How many of those politicians who wrap themselves up in the flag have kids in the military? Bush was AWOL for the last 18 months of his National Guard duty—during wartime. The military spent $42 million of our tax dollars to design an interactive video game aimed at recruiting our kids. I was reading yesterday how they went to a school and gave kids a ride in a helicopter. See how fun and cool this is, see what you are going to be doing for your country and you can also get an education. I would like to know how many kids in Edina [wealthy suburb] are going to be required to kill people to get an education. 

There is a Marine I’m in contact with that had three anthrax shots and became ill and went to the VA. He started asking questions. They tried to have him committed, said he was insane. Now they are withholding his education money because they say he’s violent. So you go and do whatever for the country, but they make the rules and they can break them. 

So what are you asking for with recruitment?  

Veterans for Peace wants equal time with ROTC in the schools and wherever they have recruiters present. I want our stories in there with the polish and spit shine. The idea is for Vets for Peace to offer balance. We talk about what we found out after being in the military, then they make up their own mind. I’m not anti-military per-se… 

You don’t sound very convinced of that. 

I’m not a pacifist. I would kill any person that attacked me. So that’s not being a very good pacifist. 

I think there is a difference between real self-defense and what they call defense. 

I had a Marine in my audience ask me, “So where do you stand on war?” He wasn’t being nasty he was really asking. So I was quiet for a moment and then I said, “You know that’s a very good question. Would I defend my country? You bet I would.” Just show us a real threat. If we were being invaded like what we did in Iraq, if I were on the other end, I would defend my family and my home, just like they are doing now. In Veterans for Peace there are so many different sentiments, but we all agree on the bottom line, which is to abolish war as an instrument of foreign policy. In my opinion once you do that war is not necessary anymore. 

Something our society refuses to deal with is that war and violence changes people forever. I have a friend from Iraq that survived the bombing in the first Gulf War and he will never be okay. He is in a pretty constant state of self-medication. Right now they are charging this Special Forces guy with cowardice for flipping out after seeing the mangled bodies of Iraqi people. He couldn’t stop shaking and vomiting and now he could actually go to prison for being a coward.

He is not the coward; Cheney, Wolfowitz, Perle, Bush, and the rest are the cowards. In 1991 when I was waiting for my plane to the Gulf a Marine told me, “Stay away from anyone eager to fight, these people will get you killed faster than the enemy.” I found out in wartime there are certain things you just don’t address or you would go crazy. Because once you ask the one question, it’s like a domino effect and it would break apart the whole façade of how you keep your heart safe. It all comes home. It comes home in the domestic violence; it comes home in the substance abuse. It comes home with the depleted uranium and all the other garbage. It comes home in the Timothy McVeighs and the DC sniper and the murders at Fort Bragg. 

We are losing a lot of people over there—7,000 wounded and a lot of them are going to die and never be reported; 17 confirmed suicides in Iraq and God knows how many accidents and friendly fire incidents. 

This is what the antiwar folks need to demand—to oppose the wars and be an ally to the people whose lives are being destroyed in Iraq, Afghanistan, and in the U.S.

Yes, I challenge people that say they support the troops. I say good, now go walk into a VA hospital and take a good look around at what’s in the lobby. It’s row after row after row of wheelchairs because they come home legless, missing arms and eyes. They come home with their souls left in Korea, in Germany, in Vietnam, in Iraq. They don’t fit anymore because they have killed people, “I killed thirty-five people in Iraq can I please have a job?” Their friends and family won’t be able to deal with their anger or silence, won’t want to hear their stories. How many times can you tell the same story? I do it all the time. I walk into a party or Thanksgiving and I don’t know how to have a normal conversation. 

I’m really glad I have gotten involved in everything and found Veterans for Peace. It is such a great group of loving, validating people. I have found the same thing with the peace movement; they give me meaning and the will to carry forward with compassion.   

Ellen Marie Hinchcliffe is a poet, videomaker, and graduate of ZMI 2003.