North Park, North Park
A lament of the gentrification of a neighborhood
by Michael Horvitz
[050910]
The cracks in the pavement
widen
urging disrepair
Dried leaves and dust
fall
from the trees—
decorating sidewalks
Young black sculptors—
sweet-smiling girls
laugh and leave
hand-worked plasms
of bubblegum
after its sweetness is gone
Women toting babes of
unmatched skin tones
stare off to distant lands,
the babes smile and gurgle
Girls with greenish hair
laugh & walk in smoke
and blue-jean lovely asses
The wretched of the earth
their brothers, gather at corners
to chat or pray
Anyone lives here—
we bare ourselves, no shame
in suits or rags
(or nothing—she was actually naked: Mr. Tom saw her, too)
no one stares or cares
Facades improve and fall
into disrepair
improving, falling
heedless of their benefactors
Miniature banners of
peeling paint
adorn walls in purples, greens
exposing history’s old, gray traces
Fragments of cups, wrappers and scraps
wedge in nooks and corners
coaxed into art-deco by random gusts
Seeds of fibrous weeds or grass
drunk with old and heavy rains
emerge from cracks or concrete seams
…a deep green provident
Cars weary, neglected
seep Rorschach black traces
on ancient pavement
People shuffle back and forth
losing a shoe
a half cigarette
…a bounty for the homeless
The man like a soft, stout chimney
staggers on blackened feet
bellows in an orange beard,
“You never cared!”
His ghosts ashamed or shameless
have since abandoned him
Pigeons, birds of
paradise
drink happily from potholes—
flash their shimmering greens and blues
without regard to their disease
The dry brown man has
no legs and
sharp chin—
ignores my sympathetic gaze—
Enjoying life in smoky haze and magazines
Paras’ newsstand has it all:
plus candies, maps, and covered nudes
and anything for anyone with
craves or urges on their minds—
of intellect or passion…
We all drop in for lottery
and watch the thieves who linger
timing getaways on slow buses…
Progress at 30
th and University
arrives
in a burst of pastel colors
announcing: la Boheme
200 condos
where old shops once stood
*
“Progress…
happens”
…You’ll see,
they’ll spruce up Scolari’s old bar
and make it a crime
to cry at bus stops.
They’ll ban the free dog biscuits
at Caffé Calabria
and make loving dogs
illegal in the business zone.
The wheelchair dame—the one
with canyons of wrinkles
--they’ll confiscate her cigarettes (for
her own good)
Gyros ‘n Chicken—Najib’s joint—
will lose their pool table
to keep away dark kids
with dirty backpacks
Then they’ll kick out African
card players
from the Ethiopian coffee house,
make them can their Renoir painting
And they’ll evict the noisy skateboarders
plus the solemn proselytizers standing by
They’ll make Vince take
his cardboard blankets
to the next improvement zone
And make it a crime for
the old accordion player
to wear wool pants
in the summer…
“Progress…
happens”
And the cracks in the pavement
widen
And the dried leaves
fall
from the trees—
*
Now on YouTube, with thanks to
Dr. Olga Vienna:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Yy7yfTEmLM&feature=related
//********************//
Body of Verse
by Michael Horvitz
For Carole:
Body of verse
Body of woman
There are words that come to me
solid and weighty
as the Live Oak
Everything rises from the earth
everything dreamed of carries
sounds and mysteries
Cradling
In my ears
a new knowledge
Words--the substance
of verse--my nourishment
You--the substance
of woman--nourish me
Let all the verses
sing
to me until I die,
As I equally
explore the accents
of your flesh
All the sounds and scents
tastes and touch
all that is beautiful
All that I desire...
In life…In you...
all that keeps me alive...
Body of verse
Body
of my
woman...
//********************//
The Albatross
Derived from the poem l’Albatros by Charles Baudelaire
by Michael Horvitz
(For Gerald J. Butler)
As if some new delight discovered
Emboldened seafarers while at sea
An albatross from heaven recovered
An ocean’s giant trapped suddenly
Lazily did it chance to follow
Its earthly sea-bound companion craft
Its cries now ringing sadly hollow
As men with their implements coax it aft
Never quite earthbound this noble creature
Mighty prince of our firmament
Afflicted with this unbefitting feature
Now hobbles pride-shorn in mournful lament
White sails carried high on bright daylight blue
With unfettered grandeur so well possessed
Great wings; now they drag, so painful to view
Oar-like, pathetic, as if by curse regressed
Voyager of sky's domain, one moment he, a king,
Then, lesser men by force inflame the rowdy mob
Display him as weak and a cumbersome poor thing
Ignoring his beauty, belittling his beak with an old pipe cob
Laughing and belching in cowards’ raucous glee
Do they harass and mimic his weakened state
As if by capturing, controlling he of glory
Transfers to fools those qualities which make
him great
Magnificent creature, ruler of untamed sky
His cousin here on earth, the poet does he emulate
Enchanted, elated by tempests of soul, air and eye
The common hunter of sport still can’t of him emasculate
And even when trapped and trammeled by ordinary men
Who cannot distinguish true greatness from success by gun or bow
Still, though your wings of splendor be thus weighed upon then,
The rest of us may hope to rise to that genius you did bestow.
//********************//
My Love Returned
--Michael Horvitz
V2-052309-122011
I.
Beauteously I held my love,
held her warm and bodily,
and her voice like music’s flow
stirred my life, stirring me
In this blissful state the world
glows and glows more pleasantly
so, that poor and common things
reveal what others mightn’t see
Darkling clouds that shield night’s stars
won't remove, but add a glow
freeways with their thunderous roar
mimic nature’s ocean’s flow.
Injuries and illness making
all the more affection show
petty quarrels of all sorts
cannot demean the love I know
II.
But, came time of falt’ring need
in my brain did plant a seed
and those needs I felt un-met
and that seed sewn with regret,
turned my life toward my own pain
so my warmth could not regain,
fostered anger in my heart
set my love & me apart
-*-*-*
Then the petty quarrels grew
and demeaned the love I knew
in my suffering felt no peace
while affection did decrease
Then the blackened clouds of night
felt as misery, felt as blight
then the freeway’s thunderous roar
strained my nerves ‘til fibers tore
In this wretched state the world
burns through hell’s landscape unfurled
so that every common thing
feels of threat, feels of sting
Soon my love I couldn’t hold
soon my touch to her grew cold
then her voice its beauty hid
and our loving both forbid
-*-*-*
Stay! My heart: cold as a stone!
Shrunk in misery, alone;
Un-rememb’ring what I’d known.
-*-*-*
Then, from her did come a word--
word that pierced my armor shielded
with reluctance, then I heard
her own true voice, then I yielded
So, my heart’s cold ice—it thawed
so my mind relaxed its strain
and I saw my thinking flawed
knowing I could not sustain
Then I saw her fresh & new
saw her beauty, saw her pained
and my love for her re-grew
and our warmth it’s strength regained
With our closeness there, again,
so our bodies did connect
our love consummated, then,
in those ways one might expect
*/*/*/
Though the blissful state was real,
Though the anger also true,
Though the real life’s not ideal
Still she’s mine, & I’m hers, too!
//********************//
Those Little Things
By Michael Horvitz
To Carole
[To be read with mock contentiousness and affection]
You say, “It’s those ‘little’ things,”
that burden you:
spots on the counter
clothes draped on the chair
too many things scattered about
It vexes you,
weighs on your mind,
this accumulation of annoyances
How certain you are of misery’s potential
As if there were other options
The universe is filled with bothersome ‘little’ things,
Like bits of cosmic radiation
relentlessly pelting the earth
Invisible flecks of smoke & grit
slowly eroding our lungs
Traffic jams with ten-thousand watts
of custom car stereos hammering our nerves
And don’t forget the spiders:
those that don’t bite leave cob-webs
collecting the dust you can’t bear
Where would you resettle
to avoid those ‘little’ things?
Who would you shack down with
in that elusive Garden of Eden?
So let’s argue it out—
with scowls & accusations
as we paint our futures
with the joys of freedom—
finally single again--
release from those wearying burdens!
But don’t you pull back now—
thinking of the loneliness
of parting
Short-changed in the trade
of freedom for a love-connection.
Well
I see I’m convincing you
but you resist—defending your
untenable position.
Alright then—let’s chuck it all!
Grant each other that ticket
to freedom!
Cut the bind! Release the ties!
Ah-hah! Had enough, have you?
I’ll stick to my position
I’ll never give in—not an inch!
What?!...You’re smiling, are you?
You don’t believe me?
I’m my own man! Just you watch!
Say…come here: You!
Look at you standing there
as if it’s you who’s right!
C’m’ere—the only thing right
about
you is that
body of yours—
That’s pretty sweet!
And maybe your smile—you’re
Pretty good there,
And I suppose you’ve got
A bit of a song in your voice…
when you’re not on my ass.
And I do like your touch—love it, really.
Could be I happen to notice you have that
special grace in your poise—something
I haven’t seen in others, actually
Here, let me hold you,
How soft your sweet-smelling skin
Cuddle-in closer—there…there
So what was I saying?
Oh yeah—
Don’t you worry your
pretty little head about all this--
Just stay close to me
Anyway
I’m getting better at cleaning the counters
and putting my clothes away
Really—trust me—I’d be crazy
To leave you!
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[more poems forthcoming]
See also: Love and Poetry:
http://PoetOfTheHeart.com/

~~~Elephant by Anna Horvitz~~~