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This month's poems:

The Saying
-Ernst Stadler
 
In an old book
I stumbled across a saying.
It was like a stranger
punching me in the face,
it won't stop
gnawing at me.
When I walk around at night,
looking for a beautiful girl,
when a lie or a description
of life or somebody's fake
way of being with people
occurs instead of reality,
when I betray myself with
an easy explanation
as if what's dark is clear,
as if life doesn't have thousands
of locked, burning gates,
when I use words without really
having known their strict openness
and put my hands around things
that don't excite me,
when a dream hides my face with soft hands
and the day avoids me,
cut off from the world,
cut off from who I am deeply,
I freeze where I am
and see hanging in the air in front of me
STOP BEING A GHOST!
 
(trans./paraphrase by Stephen Berg)
(from The Steel Cricket: Versions 1958-1997 also found in Poet's Choice by Edward Hirsch)


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On Fame –I

by John Keats (1795–1821).

Fame, like a wayward girl, will still be coy
To those who woo her with too slavish knees,
But makes surrender to some thoughtless boy,
And dotes the more upon a heart at ease.
She is a Gipsey, -- will not speak to those
Who have not learnt to be content without her;
A Jilt, whose ear was never whisper'd close,
Who thinks they scandal her who talk about her;
A very Gipsey is she, Nilus-born,
Sister-in-law to jealous Potiphar,
Ye lovesick Bards! repay her scorn for scorn;
Ye Artists lovelorn! madmen that ye are!
Make your best bow to her and bid adieu,
Then, if she likes it, she will follow you.
1819.
 

On Fame –II

by John Keats (1795–1821).

You cannot eat your cake and have it too.
-- Proverb.


How fever'd is the man, who cannot look
Upon his mortal days with temperate blood,
Who vexes all the leaves of his life's book,
And robs his fair name of its maidenhood:
It is as if the rose should pluck herself,
Or the ripe plum finger its misty bloom;
As if a Naiad, like a meddling elf,
Should darken her pure grot with muddy gloom,
But the rose leaves herself upon the brier,
For winds to kiss and grateful bees to feed,
And the ripe plum still wears its dim attire,
The undisturbed lake has crystal space:
Why then should man, teasing the world for grace,
Spoil his salvation for a fierce miscreed?

1819.

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...O wad some Power the giftie gie us
To see oursels as ithers see us!
It wad frae monie a blunder free us,
An' foolish notion:
What airs in dress an' gait wad lea'e us,
An' ev'n devotion!

--Robert Burns 1759-1796

http://www.worldburnsclub.com/poems/translations/552.htm

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William Faulkner:  Nobel Prize Speech

http://poetoftheheart.com/Great_Books___People.html

The speech Faulkner delivered was not immediately intelligible to his listeners, both because of Faulkner’s southern dialect and because the microphone was too distant from his mouth, but when it was printed in newspapers the following day, it was immediately hailed as one of the most significant addresses ever delivered at a Nobel ceremony.

Michael S. Horvitz / Mike Horvitz / Michael Horvitz / M. Horvitz


  • Some of my own Poems

    North Park, North Park
    A lament of the gentrification of a neighborhood
    by Michael Horvitz
     [050910]
     
    The cracks in the pavement
    widen
    urging disrepair  
     
    Dried leaves and dust
    fall
    from the trees—
    decorating sidewalks  
     
    Young black sculptors—
    sweet-smiling girls
    laugh and leave
    hand-worked plasms
    of bubblegum
    after its sweetness is gone  
     
    Women toting babes of
    unmatched skin tones
    stare off to distant lands,
    the babes smile and gurgle  
     
    Girls with greenish hair
    laugh & walk in smoke
    and blue-jean lovely asses
     
    The wretched of the earth
    their brothers, gather at corners
    to chat or pray
     
    Anyone lives here—
    we bare ourselves, no shame
    in suits or rags
    (or nothing—she was actually naked: Mr. Tom saw her, too)
    no one stares or cares  
     
    Facades improve and fall
    into disrepair
    improving, falling
    heedless of their benefactors  
     
    Miniature banners of
    peeling paint
    adorn walls in purples, greens
    exposing history’s old, gray traces
     
    Fragments of cups, wrappers and scraps
    wedge in nooks and corners
    coaxed into art-deco by random gusts  
     
    Seeds of fibrous weeds or grass
    drunk with old and heavy rains
    emerge from cracks or concrete seams
    …a deep green provident  
     
    Cars weary, neglected
    seep Rorschach black traces
    on ancient pavement
     
    People shuffle back and forth
    losing a shoe
    a half cigarette
    …a bounty for the homeless
     
    The man like a soft, stout chimney
    staggers on blackened feet
    bellows in an orange beard,
    “You never cared!”
    His ghosts ashamed or shameless
    have since abandoned him  
     
    Pigeons, birds of
    paradise
    drink happily from potholes—
    flash their shimmering greens and blues
    without regard to their disease  
     
    The dry brown man has
    no legs and
    sharp chin—
    ignores my sympathetic gaze—
    Enjoying life in smoky haze and magazines  
     
    Paras’ newsstand has it all:
    plus candies, maps, and covered nudes
    and anything for anyone with
    craves or urges on their minds—
    of intellect or passion…
     
    We all drop in for lottery
    and watch the thieves who linger
    timing getaways on slow buses…
     
     
    Progress at 30th and University
    arrives
    in a burst of pastel colors
    announcing: la Boheme
    200 condos
    where old shops once stood
     
    *
    “Progress…happens
    …You’ll see,
    they’ll spruce up Scolari’s old bar
    and make it a crime
    to cry at bus stops.  
     
    They’ll ban the free dog biscuits
    at Caffé Calabria
    and make loving dogs
    illegal in the business zone.  
     
    The wheelchair dame—the one
    with canyons of wrinkles
    --they’ll confiscate her cigarettes (for
    her own good)
     
    Gyros ‘n Chicken—Najib’s joint—
    will lose their pool table
    to keep away dark kids
    with dirty backpacks  
     
    Then they’ll kick out African
      card players
    from the Ethiopian coffee house,
    make them can their Renoir painting
     
    And they’ll evict the noisy skateboarders
    plus the solemn proselytizers standing by  
     
    They’ll make Vince take
    his cardboard blankets
    to the next improvement zone  
     
    And make it a crime for
    the old accordion player
    to wear wool pants
    in the summer…  
     
    “Progress…happens
     
    And the cracks in the pavement
    widen
     
    And the dried leaves
    fall
    from the trees—

    *
    Now on YouTube, with thanks to
    Dr. Olga Vienna
    :

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Yy7yfTEmLM&feature=related


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    Body of Verse

    by Michael Horvitz
     
    For Carole:
     
    Body of verse
     
    Body of woman
     
    There are words that come to me
        solid and weighty
            as the Live Oak
     
    Everything rises from the earth
        everything dreamed of carries
            sounds and mysteries
     
    Cradling
         In my ears
            a new knowledge
     
    Words--the substance
      of verse--my nourishment
     
    You--the substance
      of woman--nourish me
     
    Let all the verses
        sing
              to me until I die,
     
    As I equally
        explore the accents
            of your flesh
     
    All the sounds and scents
        tastes and touch
            all that is beautiful
     
    All that I desire...
        In life…In you...
            all that keeps me alive...
     
    Body of verse
     
        Body
            of my
                 woman...

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    The Albatross

    Derived from the poem l’Albatros by Charles Baudelaire

    by Michael Horvitz
    (For Gerald J. Butler)
     
    As if some new delight discovered
      Emboldened seafarers while at sea
    An albatross from heaven recovered
      An ocean’s giant trapped suddenly
    Lazily did it chance to follow
      Its earthly sea-bound companion craft
    Its cries now ringing sadly hollow
      As men with their implements coax it aft
     
    Never quite earthbound this noble creature
      Mighty prince of our firmament
    Afflicted with this unbefitting feature
      Now hobbles pride-shorn in mournful lament
    White sails carried high on bright daylight blue
      With unfettered grandeur so well possessed
    Great wings; now they drag, so painful to view
      Oar-like, pathetic, as if by curse regressed
     
    Voyager of sky's domain, one moment he, a king,
      Then, lesser men by force inflame the rowdy mob
    Display him as weak and a cumbersome poor thing
      Ignoring his beauty, belittling his beak with an old pipe cob
    Laughing and belching in cowards’ raucous glee
      Do they harass and mimic his weakened state
    As if by capturing, controlling he of glory
      Transfers to fools those qualities which make him great
     
    Magnificent creature, ruler of untamed sky
      His cousin here on earth, the poet does he emulate
    Enchanted, elated by tempests of soul, air and eye
      The common hunter of sport still can’t of him emasculate
    And even when trapped and trammeled by ordinary men
      Who cannot distinguish true greatness from success by gun or bow
    Still, though your wings of splendor be thus weighed upon then,
      The rest of us may hope to rise to that genius you did bestow.

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    My Love Returned
    --Michael Horvitz
    V2-052309-122011
     
    I.
    Beauteously I held my love,
    held her warm and bodily,
    and her voice like music’s flow
    stirred my life, stirring me
     
    In this blissful state the world
    glows and glows more pleasantly
    so, that poor and common things
    reveal what others mightn’t see
     
    Darkling clouds that shield night’s stars
    won't remove, but add a glow
    freeways with their thunderous roar
    mimic nature’s ocean’s flow.
     
    Injuries and illness making
    all the more affection show
    petty quarrels of all sorts
    cannot demean the love I know
     
    II.
     
    But, came time of falt’ring need
    in my brain did plant a seed
    and those needs I felt un-met
    and that seed sewn with regret,
     
    turned my life toward my own pain
    so my warmth could not regain,
    fostered anger in my heart
    set my love & me apart
     
    -*-*-*
     
    Then the petty quarrels grew
    and demeaned the love I knew
    in my suffering felt no peace
    while affection did decrease
     
    Then the blackened clouds of night
    felt as misery, felt as blight
    then the freeway’s thunderous roar
    strained my nerves ‘til fibers tore
     
    In this wretched state the world
    burns through hell’s landscape unfurled
    so that every common thing
    feels of threat, feels of sting
     
    Soon my love I couldn’t hold
    soon my touch to her grew cold
    then her voice its beauty hid
    and our loving both forbid
     
    -*-*-*
     
    Stay!  My heart: cold as a stone!
    Shrunk in misery, alone;
    Un-rememb’ring what I’d known.
     
    -*-*-*
     
    Then, from her did come a word--
    word that pierced my armor shielded
    with reluctance, then I heard
    her own true voice, then I yielded
     
    So, my heart’s cold ice—it thawed
    so my mind relaxed its strain
    and I saw my thinking flawed
    knowing I could not sustain
     
    Then I saw her fresh & new
    saw her beauty, saw her pained
    and my love for her re-grew
    and our warmth it’s strength regained
     
    With our closeness there, again,
    so our bodies did connect
    our love consummated, then,
    in those ways one might expect
     
    */*/*/
     
    Though the blissful state was real,
    Though the anger also true,
    Though the real life’s not ideal
    Still she’s mine, & I’m hers, too!

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    Those Little Things
    By Michael Horvitz
    To Carole
    [To be read with mock contentiousness and affection]
     
    You say, “It’s those ‘little’ things,”
    that burden you:
      spots on the counter
        clothes draped on the chair
          too many things scattered about
     
    It vexes you,
      weighs on your mind,
        this accumulation of annoyances
     
    How certain you are of misery’s potential
    As if there were other options
     
    The universe is filled with bothersome ‘little’ things,
    Like bits of cosmic radiation
      relentlessly pelting the earth
    Invisible flecks of smoke & grit
      slowly eroding our lungs
    Traffic jams with ten-thousand watts
      of custom car stereos hammering our nerves
    And don’t forget the spiders:
      those that don’t bite leave cob-webs
        collecting the dust you can’t bear
     
    Where would you resettle
      to avoid those ‘little’ things?
    Who would you shack down with
      in that elusive Garden of Eden?
     
    So let’s argue it out—
      with scowls & accusations
    as we paint our futures
      with the joys of freedom—
      finally single again--
    release from those wearying burdens!
     
    But don’t you pull back now—
      thinking of the loneliness
        of parting
    Short-changed in the trade
      of freedom for a love-connection.
     
    Well
    I see I’m convincing you
      but you resist—defending your
      untenable position.
     
    Alright then—let’s chuck it all!
    Grant each other that ticket
      to freedom! 
    Cut the bind!  Release the ties!
    Ah-hah! Had enough, have you?
     
    I’ll stick to my position
    I’ll never give in—not an inch!
     
    What?!...You’re smiling, are you?
    You don’t believe me?
    I’m my own man!  Just you watch!
     
    Say…come here: You!
    Look at you standing there
    as if it’s you who’s right!
    C’m’ere—the only thing right
    about you is that body of yours—
    That’s pretty sweet!
    And maybe your smile—you’re
    Pretty good there,
    And I suppose you’ve got
    A bit of a song in your voice…
    when you’re not on my ass.
    And I do like your touch—love it, really.
    Could be I happen to notice you have that
    special grace in your poise—something
    I haven’t seen in others, actually
     
    Here, let me hold you,
    How soft your sweet-smelling skin
    Cuddle-in closer—there…there
     
    So what was I saying?
    Oh yeah—
    Don’t you worry your
    pretty little head about all this--
    Just stay close to me
    Anyway
    I’m getting better at cleaning the counters
    and putting my clothes away
    Really—trust me—I’d be crazy
    To leave you!

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    [more poems forthcoming]

    See also: Love and Poetry:  
    http://PoetOfTheHeart.com/


    ~~~Elephant by Anna Horvitz~~~
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  • **ANNOUNCEMENTS**

        **POETRY ANNOUNCEMENTS**

      The next series will begin January 2013.  We are inviting Jerome Rothenberg to read next season, and have had such poets as Ilya Kaminsky and others in prior seasons.  Here is information on the readings from this past March:

      Jewish Poets-Jewish Voices

      Tuesday, March 27  @ 7:00 PM
      Samuel & Rebecca Astor Judaica Library, Lawrence Family JCC
      Featuring local Jewish poets followed by open mic. Bring your poetry to read or sing, or just listen and enjoy!

      Free and open to the public.  With drinks & snacks for your extra enjoyment.

      Featured Local High School Students/ Poets: San Diego Jewish Academy, High Tech High, Soille San Diego Hebrew Day School

      The program will feature Becca Meyers from High Tech High School, Lily Greenberg Call, Yardyn Shraga, Tiana Piegeon , Ali Tradonsky and Katie Sherman from the San Diego Jewish Academy and Tova Adatto, Yona Sefchovich, Caleb Goode, Adir Haim and Basya Rosenberg from the Soille Hebrew Day School. A half-hour open mike will follow which will be open to poets and lyricists of all ages. RSVP to Susan Hagler: 858-457-3030.

      At the last program, on Feb. 21, three women were featured: Ida Deichaite, Joan Kurland and the late Gertrude Rubin via her daughter Bonnie Baron.

      Ida Deichaite, director of industry relations for the Moores UCSD Cancer Center, read one of her poems written in her native language of Lithuanian. Several of her poems were illustrated by imaginative videos. For her final offering, a dialogue between a man and a woman, she invited her friends Michael Horvitz and Carole Marks to recite the impressive piece. Here is a sample of her poetry:

       On the Run
      -
      Ida Deichaite

      I am afraid of not moving
      I am afraid to move
      I am afraid of darkness
      I am afraid of routines
      I am afraid to lose
      I am afraid to gain
      I am afraid again

      action, inaction, reaction,
      transaction, laughter, tears
      or the other way around

      I am afraid of stopping
      to be afraid

      [Excerpted from:    http://www.sdjewishworld.com/2012/03/02/adults-share-original-poems-next-its-students-chance/   By Eileen Wingard  sdjewishworld.com ]

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      Directions & Contact info:
      http://www.lfjcc.org/about/index.aspx
      Lawrence Family JCC
      4126 Executive Drive
      La Jolla, CA 92037
      (858) 457-3030
      Michael S. Horvitz / Mike Horvitz / Michael Horvitz
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  • Bio -Michael Horvitz

    Michael Horvitz- Bio & Background
     
    Born in 1953 during a blizzard in the famous [Herman Melville] whaling port of New Bedford, Mass.
     
    Family moved to San Diego later that year, with little or no whaling experience
     
    Spent much of my childhood reading comic books, playing ball with my brothers and friends, and going down into the canyons to catch snakes and lizards, the latter a status symbol among a very esoteric group of boys.
     
    Wanted to be a doctor, quite willingly and in accordance with my Grandma’s wishes.
     
    Took up piano at age 10.  Mostly played popular pieces from sheet music of the ‘40s which my mother had collected.  She would sing along while I played, which pleased me.  Later, I began to play classical pieces, especially enjoying Debussy, Chopin, Beethoven and Mozart.
     
    Changed my interest to the sciences [especially astronomy] after great classroom experiences with my 8th-grade science teacher [Mr. Jack Beverly].
     
    Changed my interests to biology after great and interesting classroom experiences with my 11th- & 12th- grade science teacher [Mr. George Jones].
     
    Studied Zoology at SDSU under a very fine and influential professor [Dr. Jason Lillegraven].
     
    Worked in my father’s income tax office along with two of my brothers while going through college.  Learned invaluable things at work and from my father about people’s natures, especially in relation to their personal economics.

     
    I had perhaps the greatest experiences of my young life in college, particularly upon meeting a literature professor [Gerald “Joe” Butler] whom I became close with for many years.  Although I was a Zoology major, I attended many of his classes, especially in British Literature, and also such classes as “Aesthetics of the Novel,” etc.  Butler’s brilliance of vision and understanding, along with his friendship and mentoring, created an intellectual environment that I’d never experienced before or since.  Not only did he bring the great novels to life, but helped me and other students understand what was in those great works that we could connect-up with our own lives in meaningful, enlightening and sometimes even troubling ways.  I didn’t lose my interest in the sciences, rather I eagerly and happily included this new interest in my life.  It was exciting to discover that the humanities could be of invaluable help in understanding the world in a manner that could parallel or perhaps even surpass what the sciences could do.  I always looked forward to attending his classes in which the discussions would “demonstrate where and how the novels lead to illumination of aspects of human experience not fully understood before.” [As he has described it.]
     
     
     
    Graduated in 1976, with honors and distinction, BSc. Zoology, SDSU.
     
    Continued working in the tax office.  Passed Enrolled Agent exam in 1987.  [Have had some clients coming for over 35 years now.] [ http://www.linkedin.com/pub/michael-horvitz/15/980/891 ]
     
    Daughter Anna born 1980, son David born 1988.  David & Anna work with me off and on in the tax office, which makes me very happy.  Have three fine brothers and many wonderful nieces and nephews.
     
    Started writing poetry and short stories in the ‘80s, but not seriously until the past decade or so.  Some of my work appears in San DiegoPoetry Annual 2009-10, 2010-11 & 2011-12.  (And, because of Seretta Martin and Eileen Wingard I had the honor to be a featured poet at Barnes & Noble and the JCC in San Diego.) http://sandiegopoetryannual.com/2011-12-poetspoems-list/    -  http://www.sdjewishworld.com/2011/01/31/poets-share-at-lawrence-family-jcc-and-on-our-website/ Love and Poetry:  http://PoetOfTheHeart.com/
     
    Met the love of my life, Carole Marks [Carole Alhadeff ], of Zimbabwe [Southern Rhodesia], in the spring of 2005.  I consider this the most fortuitous and wonderful thing that has happened to me.  Prior to this, I wasn’t able to fully understand how one could have great happiness in a love relationship.  Along with the happiness and fulfillment she has brought to my life has come a greater awareness of my own self, of others, and of many aspects of the relationships between individuals.  Now, the important things which I valued in my life I value all the more, and those things which I ought to have valued more have since gained greater value to me.  She has been my muse, my inspiration, and an invaluable critic, and I feel that my writing has changed for the better since I have been with her.  I have been inspired to write many love poems for her, and expect to do so for the rest of my life...assuming I live that long.
     
    ***

     
    Poetry, for me, comes out of meaningful relationships and experiences with people and things; things of both the human-made world and the Natural world: the sky, canyons, trees, vegetable gardens, old chairs, wild creatures of which one may catch a lucky glimpse, or domesticated creatures with which one can form a loving connection.  But most of all, it’s my connections with the people I care about that bring meaning to my life and work, and that is why I have talked about them in this brief piece.

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    MICHAEL HORVITZ <mikehorvitz@yahoo.com>

    Lunar Eclipse

    Sometimes in the bright of the light we can't fully see a thing until some part of it is obscured,
    revealing what's otherwise hidden from us, making the unseen seen.


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    Facing the firing squad unflinchingly...

    ...they did not fire on me, a man of no fame--it was not worth the bullets.  [Circa 2004]

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    "I hate the idea of causes, and if I had to choose between betraying my country and betraying my friend, I hope I should have the guts to betray my country."--E.M. Forster

    “A humanist has four leading characteristics - curiosity, a free mind, belief in good taste, and belief in the human race.”  -- E.M. Forster


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  • More of my poems

    For Jihmye
    In memory of San Diego poet Jihmye Collins, From his friend Michael Horvitz--Read at a memorial gathering at Caffe Calabria in North Park--April 10, 2011
     
    Perhaps you never knew—
    I looked: for you
    time by time
    in this very place—here
    in life’s living magic
     
    I sought your warmth
    its magnitude--
    and when you looked up
    poems & paints
    colored your eyes.
    Then, came your voice
    making everything buoyant
     
    You were voice
    body
    face & form
    weighed with kindness
    intelligence
    and it flowed freely
    like the running streams
     
    You bathed our eyes & ears
    thoughtfully--
    with generosity
    your spirit flew--
    and petals of color
    enchanted us
     
    The flower of the world
    the flower of you
    Jihmye
    still flows on us
     
    And your warm solidity
    Comes & goes with
    us all
    here
    forever.

    http://sandiegopoetryannual.com/2011-12-poetspoems-list/

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    Jihmye Collins was born June 17, 1939, in Greenville, Ga.  Jihmye died March 15, 2011 at age 71.

    Nice YouTube of Jihmye:
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qac0YuArJBA

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    Love isn’t Beauty
    For Carole
     
    Love isn’t beauty, nor beauty love
    no more than glowing stars above
      are there to forewarn or guide us through
      our Holy nights, where we seek what
          we believe is true
     
    Yet beauty & love can’t be untangled
    so easily while our thoughts be strangled
      in such a way that we come not-to-think
      of what we desire, if impossible,
          so we’re led to drink
     
                                           away
    our misfortune whose origin does stand
    in that part of our psyche—a desert land
      without reprieve of solitude forced to be
      what until now in this thought one could
          but scarcely see
     
    Here, here standing alone and yet
    among the signs of love & beauty I can’t forget
      yearning to bring them into one: my pleasure
      to be fulfilled by dream or action with all that
          I may treasure
     
    Closer, closer do I come to find
    what I’ve hidden in my thoughts—my mind
      full with fantasy about to break through
      and discover what may be my true
          desire, with you
     
    And you with the beauty I’d always sought
    yet in my mind a battle fought
      with the demons of my own making
      which overshadowed love, prevented
          from partaking
     
                                    in the consummation
    of my dream of life
    The strained strands of my thoughts
        cut through with the knife
      of a new perception freeing me at last
      so that what I suffered with so, in the past
    comes undone – then united
    with all of that in me so excited
      to find in you the beauty & love
      so that now I connect it all with the
        glorious stars above

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    What lost us?
    Jan. 23, 2011--v5.1
    To Carole
     
    What lost us?—yet
    the gold leaves fall
    painting the earth with
    their demise
    standing barely the
    trees pull back
    full-exposed in
    their stark nude frame.
     
    What lost us?—yet
    the tides still flow
    ebbing endless on
    a mirrored sand
    feeling the heave that
    pushes, pulls
    washed away in
    the loud rough roar.
     
    What lost us?—do
    you hear that call?
    crying to us in
    an emptied sound
    casting a voice that
    we once heard
    held us together in
    a warm full light.
     
    What lost us?—when
    I held you close,
    flooding tides that
    kissed our skin
    filling the spaces
    we might fill
    promised a vision in
    a love filled full.
     
    What lost us?—yet
    are we not found?
    dancing quiet through
    our own dark eyes
    grasping an essence that
    formed us whole
    turning together
    with a touch close held.
     
    Turning the vessel of
      our own hot love
    Bringing communion to
      the willing flesh
    Speak of the promise that
      drenched our eyes
    Return to the love that
      knew us best.
     
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    [more poems forthcoming]

    On Men & Women:

    One mustn't forget: a man is a biological creature, and his physical desires are endowed by Nature.  But how he acts upon those desires?  That is an expression of his character.

    Women are, in the deepness of their natures, quite inscrutable: not only to men, but to other women as well, even to themselves.  They are tethered to the turnings of the Universe.  Who among men could possibly exchange places with them?  But to scorn or renounce them for what they are?...would be to renounce life itself.  --Zhivrotsky

    Love and Poetry: 
    http://PoetOfTheHeart.com/

    Michael S. Horvitz / Mike Horvitz / Michael Horvitz
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    Carole & me

    Carole & me

    Carole & me--2012

    Carole

    Carole & Me
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    Other voices:

    “This is what I believe: That I am I. That my soul is a dark forest. That my known self will never be more than a little clearing in the forest. That gods, strange gods, come forth from the forest into the clearing of my known self, and then go back. That I must have the courage to let them come and go. That I will never let mankind put anything over me, but that I will try always to recognize and submit to the gods in me and the gods in other men and women. There is my creed.”   -- D.H. Lawrence

    DH Lawrence photo:
    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/D._H._Lawrence

                         
     
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      "If a thing is to speak to you, you must for a certain time regard it as the only thing that exists, the unique phenomenon that your diligent and exclusive love has placed at the center of the universe, something the angels serve that very day upon that matchless spot." --Rainer Maria Rilke

    "Let life happen to you. Believe me: life is in the right, always." --Rilke
                                                         
    Rainer Maria Rilke -photo
    [ http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rainer_Maria_Rilke ]


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    “I think we ought to read only the kind of books that wound or stab us. If the book we're reading doesn't wake us up with a blow to the head, what are we reading for? So that it will make us happy, as you write? Good Lord, we would be happy precisely if we had no books, and the kind of books that make us happy are the kind we could write ourselves if we had to. But we need books that affect us like a disaster, that grieve us deeply, like the death of someone we loved more than ourselves, like being banished into forests far from everyone, like a suicide. A book must be the axe for the frozen sea within us. That is my belief.”
      Franz Kafka

    "Man cannot live without a permanent trust in something indestructible in himself, and at the same time that indestructible something as well as his trust in it may remain permanently concealed from him.'' --Kafka

    "Every revolution evaporates and leaves only the slime of a new bureaucracy" -Kafka

    Franz Kafka: Photo
    Franz Kafka


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    I bid you to a one-man revolution—
    The only revolution that is coming.

          --Robert Frost
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    The finest short stories are those that raise, in short, one particular man or woman, from that Gehenna, the newspaper, where at last all men are equal, to the distinction of being an individual.  To be responsive not to the ordinances of the herd (Russia-like) but to the extraordinary responsibility of being a person.  … As we write for the magazines today so they [the Russians} write, officially for the Politbureau.  But the real writing, the real short story will be written privately, in secret, despairingly — for the individual.  For it will be the individual. –William Carlos Williams

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    This book has not received the recognition it deserves, yet is one of the most important great works of our modern age:

    Book Review

    The Vanishing Individual:
    A Voice From the Dustheap of History or How To Be Happy Without Being Hopeful

    by Wayne Burns


    http://library.nothingness.org/articles/SA/en/display/263

    An excerpt from the review:

    Wayne Burns writes as a man who, because of his personal makeup, and the time and places and circumstances in which he grew up, found himself, some thirty years ago, totally at war with the System and therefore with his culture -- over his and others' right, not just to be individuals, but to be able to live and express themselves as individuals necessarily at odds with the System. And since he believes that he has over the years found a viable way to achieve and maintain this individuality, which he defines as parasitic anarchism, he wants others to know about it too -- and perhaps, if they choose, share some version of it.

    To clarify where he is coming from, and trying to go, Burns in his opening pages provides a summary statement of his intellectual premises:

    1) That it is no longer possible (if it ever was) to overthrow or modify or significantly ameliorate the system of corporate capitalism that now controls every aspect of our world; 2) that the American state (along with every other democracy in the Western world) exists only to serve the world-wide capitalist system; 3) that this system, via the media and "manufactured consent," not only controls the minds of good citizens but the choices open to their controlled minds -- thereby turning democracy into a farce; 4) that those of us who can, in Kundera's phrase, recognize this "world for the trap it has become" have no choice but to find ways around or through the trap -- ways that will, in relation to the system, necessarily result in our being, in some measure, parasites on the body social and the body politic; 5) that those who find these ways and share their findings with others will, in effect, be functioning as parasitic anarchists, however they choose to identify themselves.

    ...read more...

    http://library.nothingness.org/articles/SA/en/display/263
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    Availability--
    This book is out of print, and difficult to get online at times.  I have copies available, as I am the so-called "Southwest Distributor" of some of Wayne Burns' books.  I have them available for a reasonable price for interested readers.  Just let me know.  --Mike Horvitz <MikeHorvitz@yahoo.com>
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    Other links to info and writings by Wayne Burns:

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    A Review of Wayne Burns, Resisting our Culture of Conformity:
    http://www.rainreview.net/rain-050102.html
    The Outsider’s Outsider: A Review of Wayne Burns, Resisting our Culture of Conformity—In the Hills of Southern Ohio and in the Groves of Academe with an Introduction by Ellen Tallman (Alpine: Blue Daylight Books, 2006)
    By Jerry Zaslove

    Excerpt:

    "...The story not only shows the way American culture and its institutions have become more brutally philistine than even de Tocqueville could predict, but how the academic walls have tumbled down around us without our knowing it..."

    ...[Quoting Burns]...“Liberal-democratic capitalism... [is] one of the biggest con-jobs in the history of the world".

    Availability:
    http://www.amazon.com/Resisting-Culture-Conformity-Wayne-Burns/dp/0971884927

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    A Panzaic Theory of the Novel
    Availability:
    http://www.amazon.com/Panzaic-Theory-Novel-Wayne-Burns/dp/0615297021

    Author: Wayne Burns
    A Panzaic Theory of the Novel includes a lengthy Introduction, along with three Critical Afterwords in which sympathetic scholar critics underscore salient features of Panzaic theory including how it provides ways for readers of serious novels to gain a new and deeper sense of who they are and what they are up against in our present-day world. 

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    Enfin Céline Vint -
    A Contextualist Reading of Journey to the End of the Night and Death on the Installment Plan

    http://www.peterlang.com/index.cfm?event=cmp.ccc.seitenstruktur.detailseiten&seitentyp=produkt&pk=42016&cid=5

    Book synopsis:

    A close reading of Journey To The End of The Night and Death On The Installment Plan which shows that Céline's genius carries him all the way to Santayana's "absolute grotesque reality."
     

    Contents:

    Contents: This book provides the only close reading of Journey To The End Of The Night and Death On The Installment Plan in English. It is, furthermore, the only book on Céline that sides with his novels completely.

    Reviews:

    «Céline wrote the greatest novels of our century and Wayne Burns has written the only book that really understands them and their greatness.» (Gerald J.Butler, San Diego State University)
    «Enfin Céline Vint is not only comprehensive, but finally says what English commentary has failed to say - either for lack of understanding or lack of courage.» (William K. Buckley, Indiana University Northwest)
    «L'essai de Wayne Burns est extrêmement sympathique et mériterait d'être traduit.» (Jacques d'Arribehaude, Le Bulletin Célinien)

    Availability:
    http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/enfin-celine-vint-wayne-burns/1001391787
    http://www.amazon.ca/Enfin-Celine-Vint-Contextualist-Installment/dp/0820406783
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    Other fine books that may interest you:

    By Gerald J. Butler:

    --This is carbon : a defense of D.H. Lawrence's The Rainbow against his admirers

    "Carbon": what Lawrence himself called the basic stuff of the life of his characters in The Rainbow. It is this "carbon" that Lawrence celebrates. But Lawrence's academic admirers have done their best to deny its presence in his novel, and the denial goes on today more than ever. This book, partly an attack on the academic appreciation of Lawrence, seeks to restore to one of the greatest novels of the century its lost power.--- from book's back cover 

    [Gerald Butler / Joe Butler, author]

    Availability:
    http://www.amazon.com/This-Carbon-Defense-Lawrences-Admirers/dp/0915781026

    I have this book available for a reasonable price for interested readers if you can't get it online.  Just let me know.  --Mike Horvitz <MikeHorvitz@yahoo.com>

    http://www.worldcat.org/search?q=au%3AButler%2C+Gerald+J.%2C&qt=hot_author

    More by Gerald J. Butler:

    --Love and Reading : An Essay in Applied Psychoanalysis

    --Sexual Experience in D.H. Lawrence's The Rainbow

    --Henry Fielding and Lawrence's Old Adam : A Reading of Restoration and Eighteenth-century British Literature

    --Fielding's Unruly Novels

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    By Stephanie Johnson:

     --The Downtrodden Worker's Workplace Survival Guide

    For those who can’t—or don’t want to fit in…
    Surviving in today’s workplace means fitting in to a corporate ideal.  Not everyone wants to climb the corporate ladder, but most companies have no time or room for those who don’t want to fit the mold.  There are ways for the unwilling to meet—or at least seem to meet—those corporate ideals while still remaining true to their own individual ethics.  Stephanie Johnson has the answers, learned through years of experience in her own varied careers.  After working toward a PhD and acting as a university teaching assistant, she worked on a commercial fishing boat before turning to computers and teaching computer programming.  Now an independent computer consultant, she shares her coping skills and provides concrete answers not found anywhere else. from book's back cover

    Availability:
    http://www.amazon.com/Downtrodden-Workers-Workplace-Survival-Guide/dp/1551972336

    I have this book available for a reasonable price for interested readers if you can't get it online.  Just let me know.  --Mike Horvitz <MikeHorvitz@yahoo.com>

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    FREUD AND MAN'S SOUL
    Bruno Bettelheim
    VINTAGE BOOKS A DIVISION OF RANDOM HOUSE
    NEW YORK
    First Vintage Books Edition, January 1984

    Review [by Michael Horvitz]

    http://poetoftheheart.com/Great_Books___People.html

    also here:

    http://www.zcommunications.org/freud-and-mans-soul-by-michael-horvitz

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    When you're not here, I can't go to sleep.
    Praise God for those two insomnias!
    And the difference between them.”
    -- Rumi
     
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